There's a lot of words I wish I could say to you now that you're gone

Things I could say now, but only into the empty abyss where you once stood.

If nobody is around to hear it, did I even say anything at all?

I wanted to tell you how much I loved you, and how you meant the world to me

I wanted to tell you how much I hate you, because now I was stuck forever chasing a friendship I could never have back

I wanted to tell you how much I missed you, and how much I cry to myself in the night, praying that you'll magically come back.

But you won't. And I hate that you won't.

And you ruined me. Nobody will ever be enough for me now. I can't thank you enough for our time together

You made me miserable, and you made me the happiest girl in the world.

But above all else, the thing I wished I could say the most is

Goodbye.